#send help i need to decompress 😭😭😭

[thisghosts-obsessions-again]

I DID NOT JUST WATCH A MOVIE TRAILER ONLY TO GO: "SHH THIS IS DU MORTAIN CODED FR" AKSNKZ SKSNSJANSJAK

Heroine from the film: "Are you leaving me?"

Her husband: "I already left."

[strawbeelemonade]

Would it be possible for you to do romantic headcanons but for gwen stacy?

of course you can! i had fun with these >:) my girl is not getting enough love,,, she's literally the silly,,,

ROMANTIC HEADCANNONS: Gwen stacy

why is it so hard to find gwen stacy gifs >:( had to go aHSCROUNGING

🕷 - she’d flirt with you as spider woman.

🕷 - maybe it’s the mask, but she finds it easier to say what she’s thinking when you can't see her face.

🕷 - just like Miles, she deepens her voice but she constantly slips out of it because!! She forgets and you give her butterflies!!

🕷 - she’d feel a bit silly, assure her that you think its cute for me please!

🕷 - if there’s ever a time that you need rescuing she will BE THERE

🕷 - that’s her moment. she is WAY TOO READY.

🕷 - she’s so ready in fact that she might end up jumping the gun a bit when nothing all that serious happens…

🕷 - “WOAH-! Easy there- That was a close one… wouldn’t want you Getting hurt. ahah.."

🕷 - no Gwen 😭 they looked both ways before stepping out in to the road when no cars were coming please.

🕷 - are you really complaining though? you're in spider woman’s arms! cmon.

🕷 - if there’s ever a moment something really happens, then all other thoughts leave her head as she pivots around mid swing and launches herself to catch you.

🕷 - she’ll have you by your waist by one hand, her super strength and sticky grip will keep you on her hip securely, rest assured. slowing both of your descents to a screeching halt with a single strand of webbing.

🕷 - if you wrap your arms around her neck she will be on cloud 9

🕷 - you find yourself slipping away from social situations more and more

🕷 - it doesn’t matter where you both are or what your doing, if she gets a hold of you she’ll start pulling you to the nearest exit or window, cmon, she knows a great spot.

🕷 - she can sit and talk to you for hours, listening to your voice makes her physically decompress.

🕷 - "what kind of spray do you use..? its really nice."

🕷 - when your feet meet the floor she’ll hold you steady if you stumble

🕷 - she’s got you, she won’t let you fall ever again. She promises you that.

🕷 - your time with her after is incredibly brief, because pretty soon the police are pulling up nearby and that means she's gotta run.

🕷 - she tries to lift her hand off of you, but her instincts are telling her not to let you go, so she sticks HAGSAHGSAGHSV

🕷 - h... hang on give her a second...

🕷 - sorry! its gonna feel like ripping duct tape off your bare skin.

🕷 - she just!... She doesn't know when shes gonna get to see you again.

🕷 - she hasn't even asked your name, she has couple dozen things lined up to ask you.

🕷 - are you ok? who are you?? are you into blondes??

🕷 - but she's running out of time, and the police are drawing closer

🕷 - so she thinks fast, and she offers to give you her number.

🕷 - what, why? oh, yknow... in case anything else happens. definetely just that.

🕷 - when you accept she has to reel In her excitement a bit,

🕷 - she tries playing it off she's so cute.

🕷 - right after she punches the last number into your phone she's been spotted. and she flees for her life,

🕷 - you're left standing there breathless.

🕷 - thats the start of how you both met. from then on your worlds begin to revolve around eachother.

🕷 - messages between you both go from alerting her to criminal sightings.

🕷 - too sending her news articles about the crimes she's solved and congratulating her.

🕷 - too memes which spur friendly conversation and eventually offers to meet up.

🕷 - you have her as ’The Muscle’ in your phone. when she catches a glimps of it it makes her go a bit bashful, aw.

🕷 - the closer you both get the less confident she becomes.

🕷 - she’ll tuck her hair behind her ear a for the 4th time within the conversation and she’ll want to throw herself off a cliff LMAO.

🕷 - you leave her feeling so light and giddy. She feels childish for it, but she can’t help it!

🕷 - even her dad notices, which leads to a really… awkward conversation.

🕷 - “so… how’s your, uh, friend?”

🕷 - “Y/N?” She’d sit up quickly at the sound of your name and then realise that friends don’t normally go red In the face when someone bring the other up. “they’re!… fine.”

🕷 - “good! That’s good…”

🕷 - …

🕷 - “…would you… like to invite them over for dinner sometime?”

🕷 - George Stacy sees how happy you make his daughter and he immediately takes a shine to you.

🕷 - he tries to do the whole “whatever you do to my daughter I’ll do to you” schtick

🕷 - but he literally can’t commit, the way that Gwen is looking at you from across the table is indescribable.

🕷 - his heart clenches. Even this early on in meeting you he knows you’re good for her. You make her open up like nothing he’s ever seen. not since they lost Peter.

🕷 - George will end up really caring for you after not too long.

🕷 - he WILL offer to chauffeur you both in his police cruiser for dates. Pls let him, he wants to be useful! he’ll be your guys’ biggest supporter.

🕷 - you’ll know you’ve earned his favour when your standing in the door to their apartment, and just before you both part ways he’ll plants a hand on your shoulder, the other resting on his belt, and tells you in no uncertain terms that if you ever get in any trouble, then you can call him.

🕷 - Gwen will show you her room <3

🕷 - PLS SHES SO SHY HAGHGGHARFSXKYTD

🕷 - she’ll stand in the middle of the floor rubbing her arm as she watches you look around.

🕷 - she’s a cuddler

🕷 - especially when you both sleep beside each other

🕷 - she’ll cling to you in her sleep, tight, like she’s scared you’ll disappear

🕷 - good luck getting out of her arms, especially with her sticky hands.

🕷 - you will find yourself slipping away from social situations more often when you're with her.

🕷 - it doesn’t matter where you both are or what you're doing, if she gets a hold of you she’ll start pulling you to the nearest exit or window, cmon, she knows a great spot.

🕷 - she can sit and talk to you for hours, listening to your voice makes her physically decompress.

🕷 - she feels so calm when you nearby.

🕷 - she'll love it if you run your fingers through her hair.

🕷 - while she's only in a band for a shortwhile, you'd be her biggest supporter.

🕷 - the nights she plays she'll invite you to watch. you're in the front row cheering her on.

🕷 - teenage girls can be a bit mean, so her bandmates might tease her a bit, but she isn't even listening. she'll just be watching youspider.

🕷 - they seemed cool in the movie but just incase.

🕷 - she loves kissing your nose! almost as much as your lips

🕷 - if shes in the mask and there isn't time for a proper kiss she'll gently boop her nose into yours before saying goodbye.

[widefuturesss]

passing by to send u love and to ask how u are doing ♡♡♡ i pray everything is well with u!

i would like to ask as well if u have any advice concerning creating a writing habit that goes beyond academic responsibilities and pressures. I find myself terrified because I'm so used to writing for assignments. I feel like I'm not good enough in writing from my own spirit. I would like to write stories and essays that hold spaces of possibility for that which is in my insides, but when I start typing or writing on paper, I feel paralysed. and I'm someone who is consistently looking for inspiration through reading, there is so much that makes me move towards writing something myself, but I don't even know how to start. I question my worth a lot. there is so much grief because I miss my poetry and my childhood storytelling. academia made me detached from my authenticity :((

sorry for the lengthy question 😭 I hope u have a wonderful day

Hey bby love, I am okay and embracing myself in this season of grief. thanks for asking <3

Chai, I feel I should start in reminding you that you are worthy to space. Every single part of you oo! You deserve to be a voice heard and a change seen. Your soul clearly longs for it so take heed to that call away from your shadows of doubt. I personally just got out of writing a text for a coming publication and I'm honestly surprised I did it, especially since it's a re-visit of one of my thesis... It was weird writing outside of the expectations of the academy. But I accomplished it by breaking it down into a processsss, every single word that you write counts. In the moment it might seem fleeting, but trust me when i say you'll read back at it and find some beauty, because it is a resource, the words are material. At this point I'm always just writing whatever is in my mind, even when it seems insignificant, I always come back to it and it builds into something. Remember that starting truly is a start. Don't ever forget that. I'm glad you're also reading, it seems that's drawing inspiration out of you. I also suggest finding space in someone that you can also intentionally speak to about the poetry of your thoughts, a lot of the writing is happening in your head, through your dreams and thoughts, don't undermine this part of the process. Vocalising what's in your mind can help you later document it. Perhaps right now, you need the break from school to decompress, you're starting back towards what has always been yours!!! Your poetry and childhood story telling has gone nooooo whereeee, it's with you, don't be hard on yourself (easy for me to say i know), but plssss know that you're still you and the only way to write from your spirit, is by embracing that spirit away from the eye of judgement and doubt, imagine the grace you deserve to just do! just do do do!!!!!! - I pray it into ya life, ISE!!!!

[strawberryspence]

I've had a massively miserable day and thinking about Steddie fluff is keeping me sane. I feel like when one of them comes home drained, aches in their bones, exhausted, they give each other a little time to decompress but then the soothing happens after. Eddie would come home and collapse on the bed and after his mental decompression, Steve comes in and gently tugs hic clothing off and leads him to the shower so they can wash up together. Steve washes and conditions Eddie's hair because Eddie purrs like a kitten when Steve massages his scalp. He takes time to wash every inch of skin, fingers digging into the tense muscles to relax them until Eddie is a puddle. After they dry off, he brushes Eddie's hair and orders take out from his favorite place. Steve puts on Eddie's favorite movie and they cuddle up together under a blanket eating take out and after the movie they go cuddle in bed until they fall asleep.

When Steve comes home like that he just needs quiet for a bit. His head is killing him so he usually shuts away in the bedroom and grabs the aspirin and water Eddie leaves in there for him. Eddie will seek him out after some peace and quiet though and he'll coax Steve down stairs where the lights are down low and there is some soft music playing. It's usually a light dinner, soup or something because he knows Steve's stomach is still a little sensitive after a migraine. While he eats, Eddie rubs his shoulders and neck, getting rid of any left over tension and after Steve is done eating they head to bed and Eddie helps Steve get comfy under the blankets before crawling in with him. Steve would curl up on Eddie's chest and fall asleep listening to Eddie reading Lord of the Rings to him and his heart beat.

*crying as i type this, blood streaming down my face*

i— i love them 😭🤚🏻 this is so real. i was there. i was the table cloth. i can imagine the two of them just wanting to take care of each other. no words needed, they already both know what the other needs.

also i am sorry your having a miserable day. i hope ur doing better now and if not i am sending warm WARM hugs and love!!!

here's a cute fic i plucked from my garden of favorites. ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

[creepweirdo]

hey emily! and omg they weren’t my faves lol they never covered that track! plus i doubt they would change the lyrics. i’m glad you enjoyed the cover though. yeah idk i don’t really read genderbent fics which cuts down on the wlw stories and there aren’t enough out there 😭 idk the yuri on ice soundtrack even tho i loved it so i’ll go listen! it can remind me before the new stuff comes out. oh that’s a good idea about the donghua it might help my pandemic brain to focus.

my kpop mutual did send me some art of san lang? and pointed out he looked like my bias which i admit intrigued me into trying to read it. i like all sorts of games, on my switch, rdr2, zelda. i don’t play that much but it’s a nice break if i can’t focus on reading. ive not got far in cp2077 yet but its fun! button mashing is the only way to play. your cc💜

I FORGOT QUESTIONS wow what a terrible cc. for mdzs what sect would you be in/like to join? and what is one thing that can instantly make your day better?

hi classified cultivator!!! 

ALSO WARNING FOR MY LACK OF EMOJIS </3 im writing this on my laptop lol)

whoops sorry that i've been MIA for the last couple of days - i’ve been a slave to capitalism :(((((((((((((((

LMAO that’s so funny that they weren’t your faves!! AND OH HOW INTERESTING - i think i will HAVE to stan them for not changing the gender of the song !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how exciting was the yuri on ice news !!! ahhhhh i totally lost my mind - i didn’t even believe the news at first but if this year has told us anything its that tumblr/twitter memes are the only way to find out about world/fandom news!!!

LMAO IM HOPING IT WAS FROM THE MANHUA (see below haha) !!!!!! BC I AM !!!!!! LOOKING RESPECTFULLY AND AS A LESBIAN OF COURSE BUT AHHHH WHY IS DRAWING SO FINE!!

oooo reading!! Is it mostly fanfic or are you blessed with the ability to read actually books????!!!!! I would love to be able to read a real book one day hahahah O_O

LMAOOOO HAHAH NOOO ur not terrible lol - okay!!! so this is actually really hard. a sect i’d like to be a part of is the lan sect LOL. like, i am pretty lame and have always felt bad if I don’t follow the rules set out for me. and it would be so nice to be up in the nice and cool and tranquil mountains (it’s summer for me rn and im hating my life). AND i actually think the white and light blue uniform/robe/clothes colours are so cute/pretty. and i would like the set and rigid framework life would give me there (i don’t really like spontaneous change hahah it stresses me out so much)

HOWEVER i would like to think that i would leave the lan sect once becoming a senior disciple and become a rouge cultivator bc my world view would have opened up and i would have realised that i can do so much more good for the people by being a rouge cultivator. (OMG not me making up this self insert scenario LOL)

OH AHAHAH this is so lame and such an introvert thing but one thing that can instantly make my day better is when i can have time alone and can decompress!!! especially after social catch ups and work!!! i need that time to myself or else i feel like i'm gonna go insane!! basically me spending time on tumblr and laughing at stupid memes and crying at mdzs makes my day instantly better ahaha <3 it’s a necessity LMAO

hahaha thank you for your questions!!! what sect would you wanna be in/join? and yeah, that’s a cool question - what is one thing that can instantly make your day better?